MEREKA

 

on my vacation. what a wonderful view in the morning.. take it with my camera...

 

look they are playing and smiling... tanpa beban tersenyum sesuka hati mereka.. tak ada satupun yang dapat membebani mereka.. hari esok adalah hal yang selalu mereka nantikan.. dan ketika pagi t'lah menjemput mereka t'lah siap menyambutnya dengan penuh harap dan senyum...

harapan agar hari ini tak cepat berlalu dan menjemput kenangan mereka di hari ini... lihatlah...

sering ku berharap agar aku mampu menatap hari seperti mereka... tersenyum..tertawa lepas..bahkan menangis merupakan bagian tak terpisahkan dari mereka... tak perlu lapangan luas..tak perlu mainan mahal... yang mereka perlukan adalah diri mereka satu sama lain... saling mengisi lamanya waktu hari ini....

kebersamaan mereka tak pernah terpisahkan.. mereka ada untuk saling mengisi kekosongan...

wajah mereka penuh dengan keluguan... seakan berbohong adalah suatu dosa besar bagi mereka...

sungguh ingin ku seperti mereka... tak pernah merasa takut untuk menjemput dan menghantarkan hari...

tak perlu cemas akan hari esok....yang terpenting mereka kan s'lalu bersama....

Rihanna feat Eminem: Love The Way U lie

just gonna stand there and watch me burn
well that's alright because i like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
well, that's alright because i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie

i can't tell you what it really is, i can only tell you what it feels like
and right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
i can't breathe but i still fight while i can fight
as long as the wrong feels right it's like i'm in flight

high off of love, drunk from my hate
it's like i'm huffin' paint and i love it, the more i suffer
i suffocate and right before i'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
she fuckin' hates me, and i love it

wait, where you going? i'm leaving you, no, you ain't
come back, we're running right back, here we go again
it's so insane, 'cause when it's going good, it's going great
i'm superman with the wind at his back

she's lois lane but when it's bad, it's awful, i feel so ashamed
i snap, "who's that dude?", i don't even know his name
i laid hands on her, i never stoop so low again
i guess i don't know my own strength

just gonna stand there and watch me burn
well that's alright because i like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
well, that's alright because i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie

you ever love somebody so much, you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
you meet, and neither one of you even know it hit 'em
got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get 'em
now you're gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em

you swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
now you're in each others face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
you push, pull each others hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're in 'em

it's the race that took over, it controls you both
so they say you'd best to go your separate ways, guess that they don't know ya
'cause today, that was yesterday, yesterday is over, it's a different day
sound like broken records playing over

but you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
you don't get another chance, life is no nintendo game
but you lied again, now you get to watch her leave out the window
guess that's why they call it "window pane"

just gonna stand there and watch me burn
well that's alright because i like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
well that's alright because i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie

now i know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
and we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
but your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
but when it comes to love, you're just as blinded

baby, please come back, it wasn't you, baby, it was me
maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
all i know is i love you too much to walk away though

come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
don't you hear sincerity in my voice when i talk?
told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
next time i'm pissed, i'll aim my fist at the drywall

next time? there won't be no next time
i apologize, even though i know it's lies
i'm tired of the games, i just want her back, i know i'm a liar
if she ever tries to fuckin' leave again, i'ma tie her to the bed
and set this house on fire

just gonna stand there and watch me burn
well that's alright because i like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
well that's alright because i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie.

Melepasmu

maaf jika aku tak pernah sempurna di mata mu..

tapi satu hal yang harus kau tahu bahwa aku selalu mencoba sempurna di mata mu..

sering ku tertawa melihat kebodohanku yang selalu lemah di mata mu..

aku ini sebenarnya apa untuk mu??

lemah dan tak berdaya ketika kau memaki ku... aku ingin berteriak.. tapi aku tak mampu..

kata maaf dari mu mammpu membuat ku luluh.. tapi apa kamu pernah meminta bahkan memohon maaf dari ku..

pernahkah kau merasakan sakitnya harus berpura-pura tersenyum disaat kau melukai hati ku...

pernahkah kau merasakan sakitnya ketika engkau memaki ku..

pernahkah kau merasakan sakitnya saat melihat orang yang kau sayangi tengah menggandeng tangan perempuan lain...

apa kamu tahu semua hal itu...

sudah terlalu banyak air mata ini yang jatuh hanya untuk mu... tapi kau tak pernah bisa mengerti ku..

mungkin hanya perpisahan yang terbaik untuk ku lakukan... terlalu sering ku mengalah dan saat itu pula kau melukai ku...

maafkan aku... mencintai mu dengan sepenuh hati adalah kesalahan ku yang sangat luar biasa...